I dunno, guys... I don't really use my dA that much!!!!!!!!
And I'm hardly ever on!
I mean I like art and everything but I'm just not an active member!
Of anything!
And I'm super behind on giving everyone their art trades...
Also, I'm so scared of being targeted by any art thieves!
And our school computers just came in and I haven't gotten the chance to scan anything in for anyone...
I love commenting and seeing your pictures! But I guess, I'll do just that for now! I mean that's mostly what I've been doing lately.
Gee, guys! I kinda feel like I'm not the contribution I should be to my gallery and stuff.But to the people who are watching me for any art, you don't need to anymore,
I mean if you wanna wait that's okay!
I'm just really sorry for making everyone wait for me, if they were expecting more art and stuff...

I mean I just made an executive decision last week to maybe put stories up here!
But I've always been very weary about just anyone seeing what I make...
I just get so scared!
... Like, I freak out! ...
Like, "OHMYGOD!!! NO! *CRIES*"
Like that!
I mean it's cool when people see stuff I make and everything!
And boy oh boy, do I love sharing my stuff with people!
But you know.......... lately I haven't!
I haven't really liked it much at all.......

So maybe sometime in the future, I'll close this account and begin again!
When I have stuff to post that I can protect adequately!
But for now, public art is just not the life for me!

I had such a bad debate about this!
A really bad debate about if I should keep writing and drawing and stuff, right?
But, like, every artist has those so, like, no big deal, right?
But it was harder than I thought...
So I'm not really looking to art that much.
I don't really have a great history with it like everyone else does, and I don't feel like I'm giving it the attention good art deserves!
And since I'm a hormonal teenager, I feel compelled to say "A lot of things have happened in my life so far", but that's not the point!
I've just thrown myself off track.
I've just misinterpreted things!
I've just lead a life I'm not following.
I fell hard!
But, I promise I'll get up again!
It's not easy, but know I'm trying!
So even though I may not put things here, watch for me!

So I kinda feel like a wrote a goodbye note.
And I've noticed like a million people have been doing that lately.
But I was trying to specifically NOT write a goodbye note.
'Cuz I'm still gonna be watching your drawings avidly and everything, and favoriting all your stuff and commenting and stuff.
Seeing your guys' stuff... I just feel like I could fly! To know so many talented people!!!!!!!! Whew! It's overwhelming!!!
But, you know, I guess I'm just going through that phase.
I've just been super, super sad lately is all.
But that's not how I wanted you to read it.
How I wanted yo to read it was,
"Lizzy will find the light again someday!"

So now that you know how to read it,
I feel better!
Either way, please keep in contact with me!
........... I still love notes!!!!!!!!!! hahaah!!

To all the people who had art trades!
I have your emails!
I promise, one of them, I haven't gotten to my friend since freshman year because of my laptop killing itself...
But, we have two scanners in the house right now and it's optimistic!
Please search for my mail!
Everyone else!
Please contact me to talk on IM!
IM is my favorite communication, it's messaging that's instant!
Also, since we got full internet, I can get on IM whenever, even from my phone!
It's super awesome! But see, also email works for me too
so if you like slightly-delayed messaging instead of instant messaging that's fine too
I get that on my phone too!

Please keep drawing, to all of you!!!!
I'll come back, guys! One day!
Watch for me!!!!!!!!!